Rough Draft..."Checking Account"

I've been really inspired by everyones blogs, and what people have to say and what people are doing and thinking as of thier last entries. I don't like reading my own blog. After I write it, I probably only read it once after, that's why sometimes I have some grammatical errors. I just don't read my entries after I write them, I only ever look at them, a million months after. I like reading those blogs that are about peoples days, their simple thoughts of a bum that walks up and down thier street, or exams, or an update of the music thier listening to. I love those blogs. It inspires me to write simpler, and think larger. So thank you, personal shout outs to Dre, Abby, Christina, Due, Micah, EdzZzZz, Denise. For making my blogs alot easier.

Let's take it to church shall we? 

I borrowed my mom's bible today to read the book of Proverbs. Because I've been hearing that word alot for some reason so I told myself I'm going to read Proverbs. 5. Because its my favorite number. I read something really interesting, Prov. 5:21 says "A man's ways are in full view of the Lord, and he examines all his paths". WHAA?!?!

One of these days, when we get up there, we will have to owe up to every thoughtless comment, and stand before God and tell him what we have done, and what we left undone, and why we did, what we had done. It sounds a bit wierd, and I can just picture myself on top of a cloud or however heaven looks like and looking up at God saying "well, I became a nurse, and I help people, I thought I could beat level 5 on metal slug but my mom turned the T.V. off...". That day will come when we have to fess up to God and tell him what we've have done, fully understanding that we had God working within us, and realizing that we did so little with it. We don't roam this earth unobserved and unseen, we are held accountable to God, with the things that we do and paths that we take. As long as we see anything to be done for God, life, is worth having.

-God is Love

Rough Draft..."Amnesia"

The more people "fit in" the more out fo place they become with themselves. Sad how that works. A scale becomes imbalanced if one side is an ounce heavier than the other. An ounce matters. Every ounce counts. As corny as it sou-...

The more people say they are something, the more they're not, what they say, they are. Sometimes we play jokes on ourselves until we mistake lies for truth. A lie is unmeasureable, it is what it is, no matt-....

We see ourselves everyday so we can never really notice how we change, because we blend into what we become. So we never really notice the change until it's grown out, and point blank obvious. That's people don't recognize that they're gaining wieght, until they're obese. We see ourselves so consisten-...

I used to have, peace, serenity, teaching divinity, break bread, sippin the blood, eatin' with enemies, blind, thinking we end up bein', this that and the 3rd, boy did I learn, tables have turned, swerved off the locomotive, far from my hopes and motives, back to boastin' at shows to get a standing 'O', patience grown thin, homesick, and haven't been home since, blue heart, red skys, true art dies in the heart of my mind, kept trying to fulfill thi, blank script of realness, even if it kills this poetic sigh-....

Used to speak, sweet with sympathy, heaven sent, heavenly sent, simple men don't learn, where is my empathy? I see the fork in the road, went straight forward, straight toa humble aboad we both hate more an-....

Dead men walking don't dream...

The apprentice turned teacher, teacher turned...God couldn't reach 'em, it's just a facade, modified for blogs, hi-definition she laughed passed the message, now I'm guessin' that the jokes on me, turned my nights into fic-....

Some people can't put lids on thier lives, and we get the wrong people taking from our cookie jars. They eat that cookie that represents an aspect in your life until they've eaten it all. Right Click. Properties. Clear History. Delete Cooki-...

Today's the first page of a new chapter, and I'm sorry if some characters in my story don't carry on to the next chapter, but I'm sure that the story is better off without them, so to all those pe-....

-God is Love

Rough Draft..."Cover Song"

If they say that time repeats itself then, hopefully we're doin' it better this time around. I go on youtube pretty often, because I don't do much and whatever I do, do, I do it on this computer. How many people do you think get famous of the youtube now. There was Passion, the original pioneer who did it through soundclick. Then Gabe Bondoc, then sprung on people like Lydia Paek, Rin on the Rox, AJ Rafael, and a million other people who record themselves singing on youtube, and get instant world wide...web success. How many of these people do you know on youtube, are actually famous for...singing their own songs.(let's disclude Passion from that) When you hear about these people it's always "Hey, did you hear fricken Mark Mejia and Albert Posis sing, Something Special by Usher?", or "Did you hear Gabe Bondocs Medley of Justin Timberlake, SWV and John Mayer?". I'm not saying that it's bad, I mean, I love Gabe Bondoc's One Take Sessions, and Cathy Nguyens version of "Lucky". Why do these people get more views, subscriptions and get followed by thousands of poeple across the nation? If you think about it, if Passion got signed, He'd be a platinum artist by now. These people, do their own version of someone elses stuff. They not only do it thier way, but they do it, better. 

So they say time repeats itself, well, then we're living in times Cover Song. The first Doctor or Comedian or Rapper never said that they were the only ones going to be performing open heart surgery, making fun of presidents, and rockin' a jesus piece. Almost everything has been done, and in every decision we make and experience we have someone else has been through it before, what makes it you, is how you take to it, and how you do it your way, whether it be the wrong choice or the right one. Someone else is going to experience the same thing later and it's going to remind them of how you played that version of that "song", and they might do it better than you. We all got songs to cover. - God is Love