Tuesday, March 19, 2013

"Don't look back, you're not going that way"

I never would have thought a quote on a t-shirt at my work place would have any relevance to my actual life. After making fun of the series of of "quote" t-shirts at work, one of them actually makes sense right now. 

Not that I'm really that old. I'm 23. That's not old. When I was 19, I felt like I had all the time in the world to figure out what I wanted to do. See the thing is, I always knew what I wanted to do. I was just, too scared to do what it actually takes for me to get there. I always held myself back for some stupid reason, whether it was my lack of education, money, or even a girl. In reality, I was afraid. I know that I'm great, and I can do so much more than what I'm doing now. I know He has a plan greater than this for me. 

It's been a struggle for me the past couple months, but like I've said before. Struggle, means to progress with difficulty. Which means, I'm gonna make it. Gradually, I'm letting go of everything that's holding me back. No more plan B's. There's only one way, and one destination. Whatever it takes. Whatever it takes. - God is Love 

PS. Even with this blog I've been holding back on writing in general. So, here we go. again. ha.