Who would've thought I'd still be randomly writing entries on here at 36 years old. I don't know. This has always been a safe place for me to get my thoughts out. I don't even know if anyone still uses this platform much less reads anything I write these days. But yo.. it's crazy. What's new since the golden age of me writing on this... I'm like 3 girlfriends past the last one I wrote about haha.. I'm a cat person now.. I'm most likely, 99.9 percent sure I am going to marry my current girlfriend. I wasn't even thinking of marriage back then. The end of the year always makes you reflect back on all the shit in your life. Good and bad. I don't even look at it like good and bad. I simply just want to remember. Slowly I'm forgetting things that happened in the past and I always thought memory would be something like song lyrics you'll never forget. I guess with memory, if you're not singing those songs anymore, it's likely you'll forget how it goes. Lately, I've been wanting to remember. Not anything in particular but just anything random. All the years have kind of mixed together and I want to remember what I did on July 22nd when I was 24 years old. I don't know. I can't remember what year it even was when I was 24. Just thinking about it now, that's like 12 years ago holy shit. I want to commit to writing and journaling as much as I can. Just to remember. And to have a place where I can see what I thought about. It's been hard to put pen to paper, life has been moving fast and my brain seems to lack concentration. Probably this whole post just sounds so all over the place so let me just get something down that actually sounds coherent.
Today, I woke up at 9am. After 3 alarms. These past weeks I haven't had the same strength to wake up early. I know I have to. I need to get in shape. I think I'm at the point in an adult male's life where I'm starting to realize I'm in the worst physique I have been in my entire life. And I'm on the last hill to really start being discipline about my health and my body. I'm not training for no marathon though, fuck that. Anyway, I got up and showered. I have to be at my studio to take a headshot for a staff member at this physio clinic I shoot for at 11am. I tell my girlfriend to get ready and we set off on the typical rainy Vancouver day. It's raining more than usual though. We get to the studio and I lead my client to the messy back area where I take all the headshots at. They are filming a Que Pasa Chips commercial in the studio so it's quite hectic when I get there. 30 cast & crew booked out the shop to film today. The photos take about 15 minutes and then me and Satchi go out to Finches and get sandwiches and coffee. The next couple hours were just like any other work day at the shop/studio. Satchi goes to dinner with her friend and I head home, grab a burger (okay last burger before I start being healthy haha) and then go home and watch an anime my friend Ray put me on to. Ace of the Diamond. I finish laundry and get ready for bed. That's pretty much how my day went. I hope tomorrow is a little bit more interesting haha
- god is love
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