Long Text Messages... "Whichever Way"

Reading back to a lot of my older posts from more than 10 years ago, there is an 18 year old me, although younger, had something that I lost in the last 10 years. Something that I've found again recently. Something I've learned to teach myself again. It's the feeling of content with uncertainty. 

It's not bad to focus on direction and security. However, neither of those are certain. Our directions can change instantly and security is never guaranteed.  As much as we think we can have control over certain things... "anything can happen". That phrase for a while gave me an uneasy feeling. I'd try to grab hold of it but what's the point. Growing up made me feel as if I had to "get my shit together" and not live so nonchalantly. 

I guess it's really just a combination of both. Having an idea with the direction we want to drive ourselves in, having a goal and working towards it. But also knowing, at any instant, that road can change. We should trust in the fact that, when the road changes doesn't mean we're completely lost or that we've failed, we've simply just started switched cars. 


- God is Love