I used to B.L.O.G.

I feel like my optimism is working against me these days. I don't want to feel sad or down but I feel like it's the only way I can get all of this out. My mind and my body is so used to lifting itself up and getting over bumps too easy but I'm trying to override by forcing myself to feel sad. I feel like I'm in this limbo, I'm not sad but I'm not happy either. It's a weird, new feeling but I guess I just gotta ride it out. - God is Love